1. |
how ppl become a home
01:04
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we sit in our garden
naked in new ways
and burning accordingly new
my abundance skirt ur cutoff shorts
sitting watching shadows move
the whole time i was imagining
my hand outstretched held
u kiss the earth and she kisses u back
i love u and u love me back
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2. |
morning coffee
01:27
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morning coffee
i’m quitting the band
you don’t love me
as much as i need
i need different love to this
morning coffee
i’m quitting the movement
you don’t look after me
like you should
i don’t need another hobby
morning coffee
i’m going back home
i’m going to start small
start with fixing the bones that broke
when i was out running
the routes you drew on
maps you drew too
(and its like we dont understand where it is we’re coming from, how can we heal ourselves if we dont know?
its cutting me up breaking me down life is pain we hang around compounding damage oh yeah it shows
and you tell me acab what the fuck does that mean if we arent practicing accountability
i dont wanna be in your band if nobody in it knows how to apologise)
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3. |
cherryade
01:05
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cherryade my unborn son
you've got to look after yourself for me
these terrible things that cant be undone
are affecting the way ur feeling
u have time to tend to ur wounds
but uve got to want it yea
theres so much around u that u can use
if ur open to understanding
cherryade child of mine
youve got to look after urself for me
nobodys going to be there all of the time
learn to love ur own company
because u will have to defend
ur own comfort and ur health
n teach ur lovers and ur friends
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ive been oscillating between 2 sides of the story
when u asked me why i hadnt punched u out
when u had been speaking for the first time in a long time
i knew just why u had to shout
to b heard over somebody elses story drowning u out
and i thought about jumping off the roof to stop you walking away. music i had made was playing in the background and i knew that i couldnt get you to stay
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5. |
feelsogood
00:54
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i know u sometimes prefer when the weather is bad
and i agree theres different kinds of fun to b had
like that time we all stood together on the windy roof
and u said u hadnt expected it to feel so good
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it is harder to fantasise than it is to rip somebody else’s idea to shreds
how can we know what feels good when we live our entire lives in our heads
i went to a witch to have my cards read
she took a look and then she said
that i had to party, baby, being so serious wasn’t doing me any good
that i’d been a smartypants lately, feeling so guilty wasn’t doing me any good
that i had to take some time smoothen out my lines and swim in the nude in the wintertime
balance it out, heartbreak in kind
sitting out in the back looking up at the stars as we smoked our secret cigarettes
you spoke about nostalgia, i said i barely know her apart from the rogue smells and the silhouettes
you know we have grown ever so much since then
complete in our scars and in our regrets
you know i’m planning a party, baby, let’s move our bodies and remember we’re alive
i tend to half-heart these plans, but lately, hot guy summer’s got me feeling fine
we know that we’ll take our time unravelling these lines of four hundred years of synthetic light
balance it out, heartbreaking kind
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7. |
teeth of a lock
03:02
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like twins or maybe just
friends who look like each other
our hair the same and
my favourite shirts
your favourite shirts
a lifetime supply of weight on your body
fingers entwined like the teeth of a lock
stomping through the wet grass
like an articulated lorry
skin texture chocolate
patient pressure gives
melted open and into
one thing
in this moment of open mouths and a quiet hunger
always looking to fall in love
and a quiet hunger
always looking to fall in love
i felt so soft
and nameless
my head close to yours
the language of flavour
and sensation
lighting up the yellows of our world
keeping us low to the ground
in cracked shoes
and soggy trouser-ends
the smell of elderflowers
and the colour grey
keeping us low to the ground
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8. |
ur not my type
01:38
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im not ur type
ur not my type
but i like the sounds u make
when i kiss u on the neck
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lets go out, we've waited til wednesday
give me a shout when ur on ur way
cos u take so much care when ur getting ready
just for ur makeup to run when we're getting sweaty
on the dancefloor baby we always say we wont
but its v tempting when our lips r so close
u know i had that dream we made out in the ladies
sure we'd get some funny looks but it'd be worth it baby
kissing friends
another night, another party
met them outside went in cos they asked me
to get drunk, have fun, the queers r all here
i crashed a first date cos i got no shame n no fear
in the evenings baby yea we know what we like
have u seen my friendship group theyre all just my type
on the bus back from kelseys vaping n getting handsy
what does it mean to b platonic when ur friends w ppl u fancy?
kissing friends
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ill cut ur hair if u cut mine
ill see u at 11 in the sunshine
w steel toed boots n mud on all of our clothes
scary makeup on for the chili competition
masochistic and surviving it thru by gritting our teeth
only to throw it up later out of my nose
are u coming to craft nite? dont wanna see u mistreat the craft knife
i will stay up late bc i wanna see u again
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what a lovely morning my sunshine
im always better fun in the daylight
ill come n see ya fresh from the train ride
we can tour the allotment
drinking apple juice n thyme
then summertime, hands calloused, tanned to the bone
i got my honey to drive me to ur family home
we stood in the garden w ur mama watching the bees
and sat over the river talking concerts underneath the trees
autumn was a terror but christmas was a piece of cake
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12. |
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met u at the party
i know i was disarming
with qs u hadnt been asked before
and then i left too early
left us both yearning
for some closure for what had come before
hand on my heart i'll leave
to b driven home in the back seat
like some sinister thing from a lynch film
hope those drivers eyes
never look around
his hand on the back of her neck
i could get lost in it
if i didnt check myself
shed never hold my gaze
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14. |
creepers
00:31
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we hate boys and we fall in love with our best friends
white wine and tropical juice
the punk kids wearing creepers as school shoes
we wore our black hoodies in the sun
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15. |
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caffeine in the evening makes sure i cant sleep
it keeps me sore searching for something i cant keep
crying in the morning is a whole other story
it just helps me feel ready for the day ahead of me
feeling real tired? what can i do?
gotta get myself out of this bad attitude
stay up late n seal ur fate or close ur eyes n levitate
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16. |
sentimental
01:24
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i thought i was alone
in my worries n angst
and my home
is so far from everyone elses
and im drowning in wealth so
i have no right to complain
or brag about the size of my brain
take me out if i get sentimental again
feeling classic
feeling like a cliche
take me home
take me far away
feeling just sick
feeling like a bodyache
i'll know when i get there just where ill stay
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17. |
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gotta stop myself from thinkin im falling in love
bc recently its been happening abt twice a month
and as we all know
i dont fall in love w things that r human
i only fall in love w ideas and beautiful thoughts
never had 2 experience a broken heart
didnt think it was in my best interests to b torn apart
bc i dont fall in love with things that are human
i only fall in love w ideas and beautiful thoughts
every new bf gf its different
but they all end just the same
leaves me so unsatisfied
i dont think i want to play this game
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18. |
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i miss u
u dont kiss me on the mouth very often but
the rest of me is warm too
when we're lying down
when we're dying out
just turn around and i'll spoon u
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19. |
tru enough
00:48
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ur an atheist u say
the first words drippin from ur lips
followed by a cloud of smoke
but im an artist n a witch
would someone else hear a different side?
the same one stuck on replay
im out here seein rbg
but theyve got uv n gamma rays
im not saying ur wrong
im just saying that ur eyes r closed
its just what uve known all along
its true enough, correct enough til u go
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20. |
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listening to west coast stoner pop punk
and everything about it resonates and im sunk im sunk
but im still breathing air
evening comes and i wanna stab myself in the eyes
fuck my future fuck the revolution i am compost tonight
but im still breathing air
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21. |
ray jeatard
01:00
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tryna write a song but the music i love is full of angry people
did i ever write a song before?
was it a gift i had and foolishly gave away?
am i self obsessed or am i just second guessing myself the whole time?
coming from the kid who wore boots to prom: am i doing it wrong?
am i doing it wrong??
cos ive been working to markschemes for so long
i think ive lost my imagination
and ive had no god to guide me, havent had the time
but now im seeking out divination
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22. |
guns guns guns
01:45
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guns guns guns
load it up bc i need someone dead
dont tell me im not responsible
u know i sleep in my own bed
there are monsters in the dark and i
dont know quite what to do with them
starlight opens up my eyes
and fear closes them again
i want bullets about my person
should it
happen again
take me thru it
it can be my shining armour
guns guns guns guns
the axe comes down hard and i
am left feeling victimised
danger approaches from every side
theres nowhere for me to hide
i want bullets about my person
should it
happen again
take me thru it
it can be my silver saviour
guns guns guns guns
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23. |
cancer kid
02:43
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thrown into the horrorscape as a child
u know my name cancer kid the word spread for miles
hundreds upon hundreds of us victims of the trials
they stole our identities they stole away our smiles
run, they told us, if u can, they said
if the drugs allow blood to ur legs
if not just stay alone all day in the cell we made especially in ur name
its not as if uve got anywhere to go
ur parents think ur dead n they forgot u long ago
shut up sit down keep ur eyes upon the ground
freedom doesnt have a name today
are ur heart n mind feeling poorly yet?
keep on looking on forlornly at
the television life u could have had
drag u in and strap u down to the table
think about escaping for as long as u are able
then the needle pierces skin and then it begins
ur under again u are under again
run, they told us, if u can, they said
if the drugs allow blood to ur legs
if not just stay alone all day in the cell we made especially in ur name
its not as if uve got anywhere to go
ur parents think ur dead n they forgot u long ago
shut up sit down keep ur eyes upon the ground
freedom doesnt have a name today
are ur heart n mind feeling poorly yet?
keep on looking on forlornly at
the television life u could have had
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24. |
knives chau
03:01
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yes shes got a kind of independence that i just dont
but think of all the times she leaves well i just wont
do that to u
i went blue for u, scott dont care
when her maker punched the highlights out of my hair
i would have thought it hurt u too
shes one dimensional and so conventional
manic pixie dream girl
ur so susceptible to the exceptionally unfair
queen of hearts
go and share a bath of glitter
n dont accuse me of being bitter
call me knives and destroy seven lives for hers
i was there singing ur praises anytime
she was always misbehaving, toeing the line
mystery girl wins
to me u are the coolest anyone has ever been
to her ur just another victim
leave before the horror begins
shes one dimensional and so conventional
manic pixie dream girl
ur so susceptible to the exceptionally unfair
queen of hearts
go and share a bath of glitter
n dont accuse me of being bitter
call me knives and destroy seven lives for hers
when she leaves where will u be?
not coming back to me oh no
not in ur dreams
shes one dimensional and so conventional
manic pixie dream girl
ur so susceptible to the exceptionally unfair
queen of hearts
go and share a bath of glitter
n dont accuse me of being bitter
call me knives
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25. |
2muchtimealone
02:44
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my guitar is covered in rust n dust
its like i dont care enough
my guitar left 3 kiss marks
like lipstick stains on my fingers
picking up these dismembered hands
by the thumbs
i dont have enough plans
picking out which of my bodies to see
i need too much time alone
thats why theyre looking for me
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26. |
bite marks // beetroot
01:32
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beetroot juice
baby i'll bite u not that hard
cover u
in beetroot juice
bite marks on my neck
leave me in my bedroom wanting u
and u stay in my bed
when im out doing the things i gotta do
bite marks on my neck
leave me in my bedroom wanting u
and u stay in my bed
when im out doing the things i gotta do
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27. |
french muse
00:26
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i only get naked in
rooms of artists
like that french muse's beauty
young and hot wild and bold
i want to spill out
the edges they draw of me
skin too much like pieces of paper
and u should start writing
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28. |
sex museum
00:16
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sex museum in amsterdam
fuck off this tory govt that doesnt give a damn
if ur alive
go somewhere u can thrive
be an art history major
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29. |
power trips
02:40
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u sought me out
ive been thinking about claiming my prize
u sought me out
i cant wait to see the look in ur eyes
and u want me and u want this
and im just
in it for the thrill
for the power trips
and im gna
take u somewhere anybody could see u
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30. |
wanted to
00:25
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i wanted to hold hands in the dark
i wanted to get lost in someone elses heart
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31. |
how about
01:33
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how abt i bite ur lip until it bleeds
how abt i push u down onto ur knees
how abt i tie ur wrists above ur head
how abt i leave u there for hours in bed
u belong to me
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32. |
knife_edge
02:12
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let me look after u
i want u to use me to feel better
u know i want this too
be selfish baby and forget abt my needs
and u will show me just
what i need to do
to help u get there
oh there is so much trust
tell me im precious
w ur hand in my hair
moving me
tell me im precious
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33. |
nobody can save u
01:38
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i’m sorry baby but nobody can save you
you’re breaking my heart when you say that once you fall in love
it’ll be easy
and i get so unkind, thinking i can change your mind
like it’s easy
but can i tell you something that will be hard to hear?
nobody can fix you but yourself my dear
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34. |
the weight of the world
01:29
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the weight of the world
need not b all on me
sharp claws on my shoulders
a weight i cannot bear standing
**
everyone has a role to play
i am young and afraid
and of course so brave
bc i must be
finding my power
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35. |
the HELL of it
01:29
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living on the edge sounds like a hell of a lot of fun
until youre out in the water and ur drowning and completely undone
and anything else might have been better
you might have won
something worth drowning for
but youre doing it just for the hell of it
and it doesnt give u the kick it did anymore
yes youve made some mistakes
but itll be okay
wake up the next day
lifes a piece of cake
through u may whine
youll survive
get back in line
take ur time
yes youve made some mistakes
but havent we all?
we all stand and
we all fall
but if u want
get back on the horse
this life is ur only one, urs of course
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my body was constructed as an organic shape
but today i lay in the sun in a swimming costume
and the colours kissed on my skin are blocks of
this one here and that one there
and i cant help but feel like a colour by number drawing
peel away my everything
i want to be uninterpretable
i want to be a question mark
i want to walked past in daylight
and danced past in the dark
dont give me anything
i didnt ask for
make me beg for what i want
just so i can know what it is
peel away my everything
fat and full and surrounded by luxury
i have been hand fed
hand loved hand reasssured
that i am worthy
and these things are unquestioned
ive never had to fight for anything
please let me fight for nothing
i want to be dismissed
until i demand attention
i am a body yes
but so are they or is that it?
i am **
dont speak to me
i do not care and i do not ask i only receive and receive
peel away my everything
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37. |
how to go for days
01:36
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this song is called
how to go for days without feeling okay
even once even for a short time
and ur friends in the end
are all gone just like u hoped all along
cos u kinda rly hated them anyway
give me a good influence
i need it now more than ever before
bc im
underperforming
even tho its the only thing i fuckin do
we should talk on the weekends
u should stay up late n compliment my art
u should tell me ur biggest secrets
to make me feel better abt my distinct lack of heart
u should give me ur everything
i will love it and ill leave it and ill throw u away
tell me that u dont need this
ive forgotten what it feels like to have something to say
this song is called
how to go for days without feeling okay
even once even for a short time
and ur friends in the end
are all gone just like u hoped all along
cos u kinda rly hated them anyway
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38. |
sin ()
01:41
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i live thru the things that bore me
waiting for the things that dont
look down at the path before me
they say tread carefully
well i wont
im living to catch the peaks of the sin waves
dying for the troughs in between
surviving in the knowledge everythings going my way
crying when things arent as they seem
who knows i fell asleep?
none of u even know what i mean
when did i get in this deep
this life is a chemical dream
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i dont wanna stare at the same page for days on end
click press refresh my flesh doesnt feel fresh
my eyes are rotting and a paper boat poured out the spout
a teapot waiting to hear of what i think about
pick up check out this is what a drought must be like
no water
i am drowning in my thoughts
throw the phone out the door
dont have any friends so what do i even use it for
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i turn the lights off
youll be waiting
with a blade beneath ur pillow
for the same reason u never look away
when ppl stare
or from the gruesome horrors
that nobody else can bear to see
u live dangerously
but in a manner nobody else can see
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diamond bullets
shoot the queen
tarot cards in between
take a bite out of todays sun
and hmu when ur done
collide in the middle of a sunny playpark
wanna see the baby blue eyes when they go dark
tell me all ur stories of skeletons n flowers
call me on the ouija board i wont pick up for hours
u dont make friends easily so they stay forever
but this ones sick and u would be so much better
off without her telling u to kill for sport
u dont make friends easily so they stay forever
but this ones sick and u would be so much better off
but unfortunately u need me
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42. |
find peace
01:11
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cha!!
can playing video games be spiritual? bro try playing animal crossing at 2.23am on a calm rainy night and u will transcend space and time and find peace
cha chiggy cha
its wednesday my dudes
and find peace
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43. |
drtp (freudian slip)
01:11
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what u need
is not always what u can afford
yea take it from me
its not always what u think u want when u climb aboard
theres a place inside
where ur deepest desires hide
a place u cannot reach except in ur dreams
or when u lose ur grip
when u trip up
its a freudian slip
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44. |
bitter fairy grandmother
00:37
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oh cinderella u can go to the ball
if u promise to take the fall at the end of the night
u know its taxing, all this manufacturing of
good times for good girls
and i never get any
sure thing aurora u can have ur fancy dress
take what u want from me just like all the rest
its my dilemma but ill b this way forever
making good times for good girls
when i never get any
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45. |
sms dream
00:34
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an sms saying
'i know ur scared of gender'
i wake myself up w this ominous take
half-asleep and half-remembered
time is found, bubble and break
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46. |
aquabeat
00:56
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pool tiles align to fingers
smoke rings drip on the telephone
static ripples lingers
electronic youth die alone
our mixtape veins bleed neon
aquabeat troublegum glisten
cutting out cassette hearts begone
no one ever listens
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47. |
great nothing
00:54
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i am the great nothing to which ur committed
and like all great nothings
everything i make is for myself
nothing by nothing for nothing
and it all is grea
blood on ur hands and in ur teeth
washed around like im listerine
this is self love babey
i am playing for me ur just listening
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48. |
no sense no understand
00:40
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i love things that dont make sense
and things i dont understand
just bc it means nothing to me dont
kick me out the band
u should see the other guy
my ** shoes and my
fishnets
to catch the whales but let the crustaceans thru
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have u ever looked down from a height
when it was raining hard?
youll know why we build up
build up
just breaks ur heart
looking down on raindrops falling off of u
like time is turning backwards
its all anyone rly wants
time turning backward
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inhale. exhale. and try not to become stale.
everything around u changes
everything around u ages
but u just stay the same but sadder
when will anyone move u?
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51. |
graphic violence
01:24
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clenching my teeth so hard just like the time
i punched myself in the mouth til i bled
and i came home w bruises on my elbows n knees
n my blood pounding in my head
and i was fresh full of energy
the rush of the thrill
breaking glass in the still
of abandonment
gimme ur crimes gimme the lines
its been 23 times so far
n i dont know the words yet
i dont know the steps yet
oh cut me up
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53. |
first zombie
02:58
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i taste blood every time i exhale
theres hope under my fingernails
protect my innocence would u?
lets pretend theres something u can do
i hate to leave u but i have to
im contagious and i love u
wouldnt want to taint u w this disease
just wish me well and let me leave
first zombie, what can u do?
find out the hard way if theres a way thru
first zombie, suffer for science
otherwise, we're all lost to violence
first zombie, we'll try to find a remedy
straight lines white walls and vacuums
the limits of the whole world in a single room
theres nothing but electricity here
that and the charred smell of my fear
isnt is strange how the world stages
when ur an epidemic in its early stages
theyll kill my imperfections along with me
but im scared theyll carry on my legacy
first zombie, what can u do?
find out the hard way if theres a way thru
first zombie, suffer for science
otherwise, we're all lost to violence
first zombie, we'll try to find a remedy
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54. |
superfluous
00:32
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i was always trying to save u
ever since the beginning of time
but u were the one that came thru
the one standing on the other side
but i feel now that i was superfluous all along
now u dont need me
i'll be gone
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55. |
annihilator
00:31
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i was born here and i will die here
another hero another annihilator
i was born here and i will die here
todays not my day u know ill catch u later
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56. |
teen party
00:37
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hey i didnt plan any of this
i was just having a good time and got a little pissed
it was my first teen party and i started to relax
until the end when i began to crash
it was the beat of the music that i never listen to
and the way the firelight danced in my eyes
cos when ur new to the scene
and u dont know what to do
everything comes as a surprise
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57. |
can no1 save ur soul
00:19
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can no one save ur soul?
ur losing all control
in the backseat of ur own car
ur demons at the wheel
cant find the strength to steal
back ur mistreated corporeal vehicle
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58. |
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im gna stare down a bullet
as it rips me apart
im gna tear down a poster
telln me my life is art
im the epitome
of everything u wanna be
and ill destroy and ill destroy and ill destroy
tear ur jeans break ur heart
yea ur only a slave
to the system and i
am the only thing u crave
im the epitome
of everything u wanna be
and ill destroy and ill destroy and ill destroy
ive finally found my calling
and it will get the best of me
the rest of me i dont believe
ive got a fear of falling
ill tear ur flesh from ur bones
ill break u w sticks n stones
destroy u in a manner no one could condone
and then ill wear u as cologne
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59. |
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id love to spend my days in a wood
in a warm-mouthed cold-hand land
oh i should
use these legs i grew
id hate to see my time go to waste
but work isnt worth anything if in haste
when my exams r thru
ill run
back to where i came from
back to where i belong
i dont think i can survive
in a city like this
city in which i reside
promises deaths kiss
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60. |
astral
01:03
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why do u like to be alone?
he asked and
oh how i like to be alone
i answered
people just catch me off guard
and i hate to spill myself
ive seen u hiding in the walls
he said
most ppl dont care at all
i countered
look up into the sky
of falsely made promises
and the ppl that walk up and down
the passages
that go thru this room
only see me if they want to
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61. |
exposure
01:49
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at zero kelvin everythings still
theres no movement no energy
yea silence kills
what would it sound like if i didnt breathe right?
do u think i could hurt u?
well i just might
try
to help u lose urself
try
to get u out of ur shell
but oh
sometimes
do u feel the colour draining from ur eyes
cos so do i
and the rain
holds a special part of ur heart ull never see again
and the light
fades away
when u wake
what u need
is more exposure
more exposure please
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62. |
pigs and dogs
00:44
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they always told us it will b alright
nvr stand on the sidelines cos this is our time
be who u want n do what u wanna do
this world was made for u
locked in ur own home
in the backseat of ur own car
trust too much
face to the dust
u dont even know how lucky u are
who will protect u
when the pigs n the dogs r against u
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63. |
blood is fire
00:44
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my blood is fire
the dancer screams
in pain or ecstasy
but we cant dance alone, can we?
**
pyromaniac's delight
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64. |
suckerpunch
00:51
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do what u want
i will take u down
suckerpunch to the gut
n then ur on the ground
yea its thrillin me
im everythin u wanna be
but u took it too far
n now ur gna fall hard
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65. |
the violent life
00:56
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ur hands stink of murder
n theres blood behind ur ears
and at ur hairline
i feel so angry
got caught up in the violent life
when u were somebody gentle just tryna care for ur wife
didnt think it would take such a toll
on ur mind n ur soul
thought it was simply
blanche et noire
in the abbatoir
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66. |
so blu
02:50
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67. |
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|
just outside the walled garden i
was caught quite off guard and
we sat like that in the dirt like that
thinking about all the times we had died
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68. |
jon lepinsky
02:25
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u wake up and stay v much in bed
thinkn bout how someday every1 u know will b dead
ur taken aback by ur own fatalism
bc u like to think theres a difference betw what is n what isnt
up 2 u to decide cos u have from the begnin
wanted to be in decent shape to live this life that ur living
u got ur whole grains, ur veg n ur pulses
ur fkn balling while every1 else is
asking bout protein
have a jon lepinsky
where should i get my vitamin c???
have a jon lepinsky
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69. |
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|
i was strange then, achingly lonely
i would climb up trees and break into empty rooms
for the feel of the homely
i was flirting with your affections
as if in some naive way
i was trying to correct them
but you stayed there, settling down
settling down
you and ur darling
far from the world in that rural town
you stayed there, settling down
settling down
you and ur darling
far from the world in that rural town
we were careless with our weapons
theyd turn and bite our hands
and wed just let them
and like the sunrise, like the moon in my skin
with a kiss on my hands and beets in the footwell
leaving felt like beginning
you stayed there, settling down
settling down
you and ur darling
far from the world in that rural town
you stayed there, settling down
settling down
you and ur darling
far from the world in that rural town
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70. |
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|
we heard the rumours, heard the reviews
before we even moved to this city yeah
this guy has a reputation
he’ll change your life
most of us thought we’d never
find a rebel on the inside
(rockstar)
(when u feel burnt out, who will take u home?
feed u, shower u, help u feel less alone?)
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71. |
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72. |
pronoia
01:06
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|
was this all set up for me to learn something?
do you speak with a wink?
an angel would sit on the back of our neck as we
washed up in the sink
and show us how we were seeing her
show us how we were looking out
show us how we were seeing everything around
i wanna live in a place where the people are nice to me
live in a place where the people are nice
bitcoin house in the deer park
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73. |
cult docs
00:50
|
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|
cult docs, i watch n i cannot stop
i know i'd be in each n every single one of these cults i see on tv
if i had been in the right place, right time, right frame of mind
this is why i keep watching cult documentaries
so stop asking me why please
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74. |
dandelion kisses
01:22
|
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|
my darling is going on a date, going on a date
and it’s such a lovely day, it’s such a lovely day
(ah-hey-ey-ey-oah-a-oo)
dandelion kisses on the soles of my feet
suns of the grass with turned faces to greet me
i bared to the ground my tenderest parts
and received just one question
i spent a week smiling at the sun and got sunburnt
and now i’m inside again, the life i’m returning to
is missing magic i want
missing magic i can make
some kinda magic
and part of it is that i can say
my darling’s going on a date, going on a date
and it’s such a beautiful day, it’s such a lovely day
ah-hey-ey-ey-oah-a-oo
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75. |
i mark paper with flesh
02:25
|
|||
|
in noise and science
these are my
self portraits
to paint on my face
and then paint myself
with same paint?
(i mark paper with flesh)
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76. |
jimmy j's
01:11
|
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|
i left my jimmy j’s at yours
and i am gonna get them back
and with my favourite pair of boots
i’ll take a trip just like that
pick up my jimmy j’s from yours
and hope they only smell like me
oversized takeaway bag
i’ll lay on my back and be
surrounded by all my flowers
surrounded by all my bees
cross-legged sitting in the sun
i know i looked so lonely
but this is where i have danced
and where i’ve healed my hearts
bury my teeth in the earth
this moonlight pierces the dark
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77. |
||||
|
im sorry the
love letter i
sent to you got lost in the postal system
inside it i'd
enclosed five
work-in-progress impressions of a lino cut
of a bumblebee
i'd fished out the river
to rest on my knee
clean his tongue and quiver
the lino cut emphasised the tongue
it was the v first time id seen such a thing done
it felt endearing + quite a surprise
my heart broke open, my eyes were wide
i know u like to hear what gets my heart singing
+ this time it was a bee w none of the stinging
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78. |
move to the big city
01:58
|
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|
move to the big city, rent a house with a few of my friends
spend my time at university and drink when the daytime ends
live like this, i dont wanna die like this
when ur young n ur dumb there are always parties to go to
holding on to somebody elses idea of youth
every man for himself
dont u want the kind of wealth that gets the kind of mortgage ur monthly rents paying off?
|
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79. |
nothing changing
01:17
|
|||
|
hey baby if theres nothing changing then we
cant carry on like this
i am growing i am thriving i am striving for something different than how i now exist
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80. |
finally
00:53
|
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|
i want to rest, i want to close my eyes
rejuvenate me oh ive been so tired
now im out of the woods and into the fields
left alone in my thoughts i can finally see
finally be
finally
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